Are my conflicted feelings related to this idea of one’s value coming from productivity or what one produces for our capitalist society?

I can get stuck and committed to having things play out as I imagined, even when better things appear. This is my resistance to change, to the flow.

I told my husbandwife that it’s like doing trauma work with your partner, but in my opinion, it’s so much more challenging than therapy. (Remember I am a trained therapist!)

Since the election I’ve become increasingly aware of the distance between myself and the white liberals with whom I often share space. It seems impolite or even treacherous to write about this given the sociopolitical climate.